I have decided that I am going to make a distinction between the past traumas that still influence me to this day and my daily life and struggles. They are connected, but I should make a clear divide between the two. I am a result of my past, but that is not who I am now, it is who I was and made me into who I am now. That is different I think. It feels different at the very least.
Does this mean I am going to remove anything from here? Well no, this page will stay as is and will be filled with the aches of old, like the abuse, the neglect, the solitude after going through certain important forming parts of my life. It will, however, not receive the day to day troubles, the more recent struggles and trials I put myself through. Or the curveballs life throws at me at the very least.
So what will I put on here from now on?
I will be adding more stories of my past, more thoughts and reflections on events, with which, hopefully, I will be able to connect a few dots I have yet to place and define. I will be adding my aches and joy in any way I have worded them before, be it through poems or event descriptions. Thought experiments and recaps.
All this will mean this page is likely to be a lot ‘slower’ than my newer blog, at least that is the idea, where I will be using it almost like a diary or a journal; a repository of my day to day thoughts, trying to keep them in some sort of cohesive whole. I kinda feel like I am rambling now, but I hope I can keep on writing, hopefully this can aid me in my renewed therapy as well.
The new page is located here: Stitched in Time